Insomnia

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I cannot sleep.
And heavens forbid, I started thinking about stuff.
Stuff I probably shouldn’t think about.

Like, who will come to my funeral should I die tomorrow.
Or what would happen if we got reincarnated in the future.

Would I still fall helplessly in love with you?

Would I still think about you in every moment of my waking hours?

And then I started thinking about the past;
Distant past.

Have we met before, I wonder?
You, me, them, everyone.

Do we only meet people we have already known in our previous lives? Again and again in a vicious cycle?

And then I started counting sheep.
But as I kept on counting, the sheeps started talking to me.

“Why wouldn’t you sleep?” they asked.

I could’ve asked myself the same question. Why, I wonder?

Maybe because I was thinking about… stuff;
Stuff I probably shouldn’t think about.

And I was thinking about stuff I shouldn’t think about because….
Yes.

Because I cannot sleep!

-AL-

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